College Single Jitters

When I saw this quote, I immediately thought of my relationship. As most of you know, I am going off the college next year. The usual approach is to just end your high school relationship and move on to college and go your separate ways. As of now, this is still the plan but it is not a plan that makes me happy. It is not like we have talked about it or anything but I think it is understood. It is not like I can see myself getting married to him but it is hard for me to imagine my life without him. It is just so much easier to imagine my future with him. Sure, I have been single for the past 15 years of my life but I feel like once you experience something so great, you don't want to go back.

Maybe it has to do with me being a hopeless romantic. I want my happily ever after, and I want to find my prince charming as soon as possible. I know they say you have to kiss a few frogs before you find a prince, but I would not mind skipping the whole process. Then again, I am not comfortable with having dated only one person my entire life. I feel like I am getting ahead of myself here.

Have anyone of you been in a similar situation? Comment below with your stories and suggestions :) I'd love to hear them :)

Inspire #3

I just wanted to say that I am BEYOND nervous for college. I can't wait for the freedom but I am really going to miss my friends. I feel like we spend such a great portion of our lives building these relationships yet when college comes around they all just fall apart. I mean how many couples stay together after high school. Its so devastating because I feel like I am so happy where I am right now and I am so scared for that to change. Like I wrote in one of my previous posts, what if I can't find anyone better. It is actually so scary. I get teary eyed just thinking about it.

 I would love to hear about your experiences with change! Comment below

Clean Slate?

I have been told so many times that I worry too much. I realize this is true but I can't help it. I always like to think about my future whether it invokes happy or sad emotions.

Recently I have been thinking about college. This time next year I will be blogging from my college dorm room. This to me is both exciting and scary. Ever since I was little the thought of going to college was thrilling and I couldn't wait to leave. Now that its this close I am terrified. I have made so many great friends that I can't bear the thought of leaving behind.

Also, there is this guy. I have been with him for about a year now. It's been one crazy ride. More ups than downs which makes it ultimately worth it. We shall call him ☆. I have very conflicted feelings about this. On one hand it may be better to go into college with a clean slate. On the other... What if I can't find another guy like him?

Anyways, I still have a while before actually leaving for college!

Live Life Loving ;)

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